Friday, December 21, 2007

It's been a long time

How long? About 2 months. A lot going on. A lot of stress. A lot of regrets. A lot of confusion. Bad sleep. Bad headaches. Oh well... I'm really bored. Things are changing. I have a dilemma. Not really sure what to do about it. This post is really pointless. I need to hang out with people over the holidays so i don't get lonely. I should probably be working. Oh well...

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Mind-Crushingly Annoying

I'm annoyed. Yet I expected this. I'm glad I got out of it when I did. I don't want to think about all the shit I'd have to deal with if I didn't. It's all for the better, I guess.
Things are changing. Some for the better, some for the worse.
There are things I need to do. It's going to take a lot of time and effort. But when it's done, life will be a bit easier for at least a while.
In any case, I'm in the school library and have work I should be doing before I get into trouble. I'm behind schedule anyway. Damn lock downs...
Ta.

Monday, September 24, 2007

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I'm having a bad day...
I'm sick of people...
I don't want to go to school tomorrow...
I'm depressed...
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Sunday, September 16, 2007

Urge to kill RISING...

So I quit my job... Finally. My asshole boss had a fit and hung up the phone on me before I could explain why. Why did I quit? Because, as I said, he's an asshole. Fuck you, Dan! I hope you get cancer.
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Saturday, September 15, 2007

Agh!

Rrrrrrr... I'm stressing my damn head off.
So much to worry about... So much to do... School, work, money...
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Don't worry, Pinky. I'm still buying that stuff from you for sure. Maybe not all at once, but I will buy all of it.
Mmmm... Saiyuki...
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I missed my bus again...
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Friday, August 31, 2007

I'm not quite dead yet

Yup. I'm still alive... Though just barely. Things are rough, but I'll manage.
In any case, I'll be seeing people back at school in the near future.
Peace.

Friday, July 13, 2007

100 Questions

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
I cut my thumb off…


2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Invincible.

3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Good music.

4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Hells no.

5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Money.

6. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
No one.

7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Nothing.

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
God.

9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes…


10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Only when there’s monsters in my closet.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME TO WEAR?
Nothing. They all smell like ass when used by people who don’t understand the meaning of proper dosage.

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
No hippies.

13. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO/AT?
Nowhere. Fuck marriage.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Coffee… Espresso.

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Cheese, and lots of it.

16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Your soul.

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I dunno.

18. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
Japanese.

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
Nothing.

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yes.

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just tell them.


22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
73.

23. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Fuck hair colour.

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Your mom.


25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People.


26. HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U?
Yes.


27. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Kryptonite.


28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
Assassin.

29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes.

30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Lying in the fetal position in pain.

31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Fuck plastic surgery.

32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
’Cause I felt like it.

33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Nothing.

34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I wouldn’t give a shit.

35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Peace.

36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
None. Children are a sexually transmitted disease.

37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No.

38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I have no wishes.

39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
I don’t choose favorites.

40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Never.

41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No.

42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
I don’t eat lunch meat.

43. ANY BAD HABITS?
Probably.


44. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD YOU OWN?
I dunno.

45. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Probably not. I’m too angry and depressed.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Apparently, yes.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Fuck you.


48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Nowhere.

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
No.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My pwn imagination.

51. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No, absolutely not…

52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
I’d rather not.

53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Nothing.

54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?


55. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No.

56. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Human soul.

57. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Purple

58.YOUR DREAM CAR?
I hate cars…

59. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Happiness.

60. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Should I care?

61. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Music.

62. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Human soul.

63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
A stranger.

64. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE PREFERRED SEX?
Their faults.

65. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
In Hell.

66. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
Nothing.

67. FAVORITE DRINK?
Human blood…

68. FAVORITE JOKE?


69. FAVORITE SPORT?


70. YOUR HAIR COLOR?


71. YOUR EYE COLOR?
I can’t see my own eyes.

72. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
No.

73. HAVE BROTHERS AND SISTERS?
Yes.

74. FAVORITE MONTH?
Dismember.

75. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Yes.

76. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Samurai Pizza Cats.

77. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
None.

78. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
No.

79.SUMMER OR WINTER?


80. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Neither.

81. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
No one.

82. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
None.

83. LAKE OR OCEAN?


84. BIGGEST TURNOFF?
Asking too many fucking questions.


85. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
Long, long ago, in a galaxy far, far away…

86. LAST KISS:


87. LAST TEXT YOU RECIEVED:


88. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH:


89. DO YOU WISH YOU CAN SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW:
No.

90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME:


91. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED/ ARE ATTENDING:
Gloucester Hellhole.

92. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
At home.

93. ARE YOU SMILING:
No.

94. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING:


95. ARE YOU IN LOVE:
No.

96. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE:


97. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG:
Wasn’t this question already asked..?

99. EVER BEEN DRUNK:
Yes.

100. PLAN ON GETTING DRUNK SOON:
No.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Wow...

As the saying goes, "who needs enemies when I have friends like you?"
...
I am extremely disappointed with how things are going lately. I am also extremely disappointed with several people.
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Do you even know me?

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Quickly! Into the cloner!

I know I said I wouldn't, but when I saw PS using it, I started to see an appeal to it. I made a Facebook account. The link to it is on my blog page with DA.

Friday, July 6, 2007

Listen closely, because I'm only going to say this once

I am not a puppet, I am not stupid, and I will not take shit from anyone. Why do you think I got rid of you? I'm sick of your condescending, arrogant, paranoid, controlling, all around asshole behavior. Confused? Tough shit. "So, cope. Just like we do." Do me a favor and keep your ideas to yourself. Fuck off.

Snore...

http://www.thejapanesearecrazy.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=961&Itemid=28

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Owwwww

Well, I just got my ears pierced, finally. It hurt a lot and I freaked out when he did it because I could feel the needle going through my ear. It was really good though. I got some nice earrings and the place was surprisingly clean. I'm just happy I finally got it done.
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My ears hurt...

Tsutsutsutsutsu...

http://www.thejapanesearecrazy.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=973&Itemid=28

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Wheee!

Why is there so much conflict? Why do people feel the need to pick on others, even though they have no excuse to do so?

Gold
: You are far from the person I used to be close to. You have become bitter to those you once called friends. You assume people are trying to hurt you when that is not necessarily the case. I am only your enemy because you want me to be.

Tom: Some things are best unsaid, even if there is some truth to it. The only purpose of your comment was to hurt someone else with your own frustration. All I can say is that I'm disappointed.

To everyone else, try not to kill each other.

Peace.

Click click

http://www.thejapanesearecrazy.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=1002&Itemid=28

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Wooh!

I finally got around to starting my DeviantART account. I'm happy with it so far. Anywho, the link to it will be on my blogpage if anyone is interested in seeing my stuff.
*out*

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Ah shit

Everything's getting fucked up.
My computer hates me.
Sorry Rachel. :( The pic will be ready soon.
...
Fuck I'm really confused right now.

yes

Ahhh.
Good times good times.
Not much to say...
Waiting for emails.
Bleh...
Toodles.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Friday, June 8, 2007

Ugh... Why must you torture me so?

It's official. My copy of Twilight Princess crapped out on me. Without warning, it stopped working. Everytime I play, at the exact same spot, the system says it can't read the disc. My only option is to return it and get a new copy.
Ergh!
It's so frustrating...
Oh well...
Back to Wii Sports for now...

Super Special Awsome

http://www.thejapanesearecrazy.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=493&Itemid=30

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Yarr! Pirates get all the booty

Yo.

Feeling better today. A bit tired, but in a good mood.

I love my new hair...

Bleh...

I'm gonna go drink some coffee now.

/pointless post

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Ewwww

I'm not sure what to say. I just find it to be extremely disgusting. Sometimes I wonder if people do things just to spite others. It would make sense. But really, I'm just disgusted by it all.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Bleh...

I am really tired today. I feel pretty crappy. Though I am feeling better than I was before. I've been in a bad mood lately.
*cough*
...
Bye bye.

Friday, May 18, 2007

The Bunny Made Me Do It

Aww Fuck.
Why do people have to be so fucking stupid? Why can't people just shut their fucking faces and act like human beings instead of petulant children? I'm sick of haveing to deal with stupid people.
...
Why is it that when I say I'm angry, someone gets defensive? Why is it that people assume that I'm out to get them?
...
I'm only going to say this once...
YOU ARE NOT THAT IMPORTANT. I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO WASTE ON ONE PERSON.
Stop assuming that I'm attacking a specific person. I'm refering to everyone. If I want to speak to/about a specific person, I will say so.
...
Fuck...

"Why are you wearing that stupid bunny costume?"
...
"Why are you wearing that stupid man costume?"
...
"Take it off..."

Monday, May 14, 2007

Octopus Flavoured Soda and Candy Sushi

Bleh...
It's good to vent...
I'm still a bit pissed off.
"Why worry? That's just the way it is. It's not going to change."
...
I'm not even sure how to respond to that...
Maybe I'll feel a bit better after some video games and ice cream. Yes, I do get lazy and eat a lot when I'm depressed, which has affected my weight, but I have been working out more, so I've stopped gaining weight.
:)
"Without darkness, there can not be light. So always look on the bright side of life."

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Drama

Holy fucking shit.
I can't believe all the shit that's going on. It's fucking ridiculous.
Now I remember why I hate people. Because they're so fucking shallow and stupid. It's as if anything I say or do is pointless.
And don't try to fucking tell me I'm wrong. Don't try to tell me how I think or feel. No matter what stupid illusion you try to create, you are wrong. You don't know jack shit about me. You don't know who I am. You don't know what I've been through. How could you? You aren't me.
If you're a little confused, I'm not surprised. I don't expect anyone to understand what I'm saying. But don't start assuming shit about me and creating lies to make up for your own ignorance.
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Just because a bird doesn't sing, doesn't mean it can't.

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Bleh

Hey peeps.

I've been feeling very lazy as of late, mainly because I've been a little depressed and angry. I'm angry at a few people for stupid things said and done. Don't worry, if I'm still talking to you, I'm not mad at you. I tend to ignore those that I'm mad at.


I'm being forced to face problems that I'd rather not look at, and it's really not pleasant.


I need to sleep...

Oh ya...

Check it out (repeat as necessary).

http://www.dailymotion.com/MasakoX/video/x1es8y_naruto-the-abridged-series-episode

Bye...

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Friday, April 6, 2007

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More to come later...

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Emo Extremo

Life is a strange thing.
Mine has become a swirling wirlpool of mixed emotions and memories.

Hello peoples. I have returned to my blog with a vengeance that could choke a moose.

I miss my little boo...














I will post more pictures of him as I find more. So cuuute. X3

I don't have much else to say...

Love ya, baby.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Title

I have much to say but not the will to say it, so instead I'll just link to a video.

http://www.dailymotion.com/LittleKuriboh/video/x1f6qo_ygo-the-abridged-series-episode-one

Later.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

And still the world goes round...

I found an interesting website:
http://www.overheardinnewyork.com/

Apparently these are supposed to be real people...

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I'm not touching this one...

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x 3

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

The Cat Came Back

2 months it's been since last I posted...

Oh well. Time to get back into the swing of things.

First off, I found an amusing video series:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w71V2E3VC5s

That's all for now.

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I need to go eat something...

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This bird shits on me, like, every 30 seconds...